Those Days

I have had those days.
The days where I did not love myself.
I did not respect myself.
I have had days where I denied God.
The days where I was ashamed of who I was.
Who I had become.
Then I had the days where I found myself.
I have days, everyday, that I love myself.
I respect myself.
I have days, everyday, that I welcome God in my life.
I am not ashamed anymore.
I have became the woman I always knew I would.
Everyone has had those days.
Make today the day that you learn to love yourself, and respect yourself.
Make today the day you welcome God.

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Silence Is Golden

Silence.
Some would say it is golden.
I say it needs to be broken.
Silence.
Some enjoy the sound of the quiet.
But me, I refused to be silenced.
Silence.
Most are quiet because it is easy.
But me, I want everyone to understand me completely.
Silence.
Most have lost their voice to make a sound.
I will be heard, loud and proud.
Silence.
Some say it is golden.
I say it needs to broken.
 

Depression You Are A Thief

You steal the joy from so many.
All the energy they once knew, is gone.
You take and take.
The hole just gets deeper.
You do not provide a way out for them.
Depression, you are a thief.
You destroy families.
You change a person.
Some try to hide you.
Some can not.
Sadly, you do not just go away.
You take so many lives everyday.
Depression, the day will come.
The day when all those that are battling with you, will over come.
They will rise above you and be themselves again.
You just be another word to them, depression.
Depression, you are a thief.

Written By: Rebecca Carter

*I wrote this in hopes that anyone who is struggling with depression will come to realize that it does not just go away and you can not fix it alone! Get help if you need it. Take your life back from depression!*

Conquer

Her dreams were all around her.
The storms of the world no longer stood in her way.
All the negative words, she could no longer understand.
They all came out as a slur.
She found the absolute beauty in everyday.
No matter how big the struggle at hand.
She was created to conquer.
She would always come out stronger.
Her dreams were all around her.
The storms of the world no longer stood in her way.

It Is One Of Those Days

It is one of those days.

One of those days where she does not want to feel the sun upon her face.

She does not want to smile.

She wants to sit in the dark for a while.

It is one of those days.

One of those days where she is fine with being alone.

She is content with the company of herself.

It is one of those days where the silence is golden.

She is fine with little to no words being spoken.

It is one of those days she is allowed to have.

One of those days to be with herself and bring herself back.

 

Do You Remember?

Do You Remember?

Do you remember that broken girl who thought she would never amount to anything?

Do you remember those days you were hurting so bad inside?

Do you remember all those days you thought you could not go on?

Do you remember all those nights you cried your self convinced that you were not worthy of love?

Do you remember those years you felt so lost and alone?

Do you remember?

Take a look at her now.

She is going places.

She is strong enough not to be defeated by her pain.

She finds peace and happiness in everyday.

The greatest love she found was the love she has for herself, her children, her family, and her spouse.

She is never alone. She is a mother, a wife, a sister, a aunt, a grand daughter, and a friend.